I am one among all who tried, tries to understand you. But failed, failing miserably. You seem distant residing somewhere unreachable. Can call you ineffable. Have heard people saying that if one chants your name there will be no sufferings. Have even read about it Krishna. But in reality it seem to increase when one starts meditating on you. You are so confusing. Always. But there is something mesmerising about you.
How many people for generations after generations have sung about you?? The list is endless. Meera bai has sung many songs which makes one cry even today. Maha Kavi has surrendered the consequences of his actions to you and waited for your orders. He counted blessings as you ‘Nandhalala’. Just could feel but couldn’t put in action always.
While I had been complaining I have so many problems, Rajaji sings there isn’t any problem at all; ‘Kurai Ondrum illa’ he claims. Not only many girls, even guys wanted to marry you. You were a real mayavi. ‘Othukadu Venkata Kavi’ wrote Kamakshi Nava Varnam, first person to write Nava Varnam just to marry you. So many Alwars have sung your praise. To describe Sri Andal’s love for you there are no words in this world.
Still my worries didn’t seem to be heard. Ashok K Banker had written 8 books just about you and your stand and it is mesmerizing. While reading ‘How you ate Curd, licking all vessels just to make sure that you don’t leave any traces on vessels that it is being licked. You simply wanted uniform circumference of curd on the vessel to be maintained.’ It does give succour. One could feel peace setting in slowly and steadily. But problems are still there around.
As one gets to read more about you, one can feel you are not to be understood but loved, the eternal companion! Problems are still there. Always there. But what you do?? Why people had been telling about you?? Because you are the succour! You are the enteral companion! You are the one who understands! To be precise you give the power to withstand adverse situations. You are just like ‘All is well’.
Still, I absolutely don’t understand you even a bit but you bring peace. Give acceptance and to that I bow down to you! Happy birthday Krishna! Stay with us always! Now and ever!
A dweller in this universe